ble xdpt..i nmpk cm ok je physically..tp emotionally..only me n Allah knows
klu dpt be alone in my room..i cried til i shortness of breath..then i went to wash off my tears..my pain..by that way, felt relieved..atleast for now..huhuuu..
i know..He knows best..ble xkasi tu..sure bende tu xsesway..n bole mendtgkn keburukn pd diriku kot..n He knows what is the best for His hamba..daku pasrah..:)
